Thursday, 19 July 2007, 9:01:00 pm
I...want to fight on..Still...don't want to give up..I...haven't left yet..I..wanna go to the airport...with you..Please..don't think that i am leaving..I am not..I just need time..to settle down still..though i know friends and family are more impt..Im still fighting what's making me so screwed up in life..As i look out at the window on the train on my way home..I am always thinking..deeply in thoughts..Of how my life will be going on..Of how i am going to survive another 3/4 of my lifespan..Of how i will try to excel even though i may be the dumbest..I...still....... ._. need you to be here for me.
