My hols are so screwed..
Screwed..
Screwed..

Havent been working for a week already..
Made me thought so much..
And too much..
Even those i shldn't be thinking of..
Also bothered to think of it..

Ended up in a very heavy trouble..
No knowing what to do..
Someone please help me..
:\

Thinking too much..
Can make a person become crazy.
And i think im crazy already.
Gah.
Maybe im too bored at home..
need some entertainment..
lol..
WTH.
How can i call that entertainment Haha.
ARGH.
*slaps myself*

Room is better after packing already..
But still havent finish deco-ing it..
Tables,chairs and drawers still havent buy yet..
Wanna buy a carpet and some cushions..
But WTH i have no money..
Bank left $7..
SCREWED.
Im sorry mummy i used your money..
Gotta control my spending..
I MUST remember,
"I don't come from a rich family.."

Missing alot of ppl..
Especially my family..
went home last Sunday for dinner..
My dad's funny..
Knew that im coming home..
Specially cooked pasta and chicken cutlet and etc Western food..
and Mummy cooked my favorite kangkong with pound chilli dried shrimps..
just because im coming home..
Im so touched..
THANKS PA,and MA, and my bro and sis..
without uall..i rly dunno how..

我现在懂得怎么珍惜你们了..
Family's still the closest to me..
and understands me most..
._.

now..im lacking alot..
not saying that im the unluckiest one..
but still..I lack what people call love..
Think im too cold..already..
Need warmth..

谁能给予我温暖..?