i guess..
what matters most now is that all's well..
but i know in within each and every is the contradiction..
a different feeling that opposes the surface feelings..
hypocrites..
strong word..
and i dun really undestand it..
but..
i just have this urge to speak it..
:/

i should have just belonged to the other group..
Retainees..
even though we weren't close enough..
(or should say, not enough time to be close enough..?)


none would understand the mixed and confused feelings i'm having within me, now.
why is making good friends so hard..?
Tell me, oh Person up there..
I need answers..
to clear my doubts..


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On a lighter note:

Food Expo tmr!!!
oh no is LATERRRRR!!
so looking forward to zee glorious foods..
and the company who are going with me..
thanks everyone.
:)

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