Sometimes,
I just had to feel so dumb and stupid.
And I just had to focus on the things I can't do,
and not the things I can do and are good at.

I just feel that,
the things I'm good at are so minimal that I can even count it with my own hands.
Or maybe not even a single one?
sighs.

Why of all days I have to feel it at this time.
Such easy tasks for me to do,
and yet I take so long the time to complete it.
Too much reliance on others?
Or I just cannot be bothered to try and do it myself.
gahhh.

I'm so so near the dead end.
And all I can do is just to pray and believe miracles to happen.



I cannot, but You can.

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